The birth of this weird thought was from a dream 2-3 years back. I know I can’t write it in words that’s why I took so long in writing it. And finally today I’m giving it a try. It was time when I was going through hard time, no one around etc etc. That day 1st time I realized the importance of a special someone in life.
Do you ever felt like you love someone who is unknown, unseen to you..?? I do. I wasn’t able to understand that how can I have this much strong feeling of love for a person who doesn’t exist, who is unseen and unknown. Infact one day I thought about everyone known person around me, if somehow I have this feelings for her and I’m not able to recall her face, but no one was near to that imagination in any aspect. So I gave that imagination a name: Miss Anonymous.
Do you ever felt like you love someone who is unknown, unseen to you..?? I do. I wasn’t able to understand that how can I have this much strong feeling of love for a person who doesn’t exist, who is unseen and unknown. Infact one day I thought about everyone known person around me, if somehow I have this feelings for her and I’m not able to recall her face, but no one was near to that imagination in any aspect. So I gave that imagination a name: Miss Anonymous.
I had no one at that place till now in my life. Just had only a single crush in childhood: her name was IMAGINATION (Translation of this word in Hindi)……may be this is one of the possible reasons for existence of thought of miss anonymous. Or may be because of the environment of Mumbai, in which I didn’t find someone perfect for me.
Whatever is the source/ reason for it…….but now it does exist in back of my mind that I love someone. And I believe that I’ll meet her when right time will be on horizon.
Sometime it feels so good that I love her Sooooo much, same time I think why doesn’t she exist in reality and even if she does, where is she..?? Whenever I miss her I generally listen to few songs which I have dedicated for her….like
· पल पल दिल के पास तुम रहती हो…
· अनदेखी अनजानी सी … पगली सी दीवानी सी …
· मेरे ख्वाबों में जो आए, उससे कहो जरा सामने तो आए.
· ख्वाब हो तुम या कोइ हक़ीकत कौन हो तुम बतलाओ.
· its a long list, can't put all songs titles here.
This old feeling grew very fast, specially when I felt that there is no one around me during the rough times.
Bin dekhe hai aisi bechaini tauba, dekha to haye rabba jaane kya hoga… Sapno main aane waali.. neende churane waali, jaane woh kaisi hogi re.
I will love you a lotttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt miss Anonymous.
2 comments:
nicely written...do tell me when u meet her...and do ask if she has any beautiful friend too....
therez just one thing this blog reveals that ur old crush was kalpana
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